Stressed beyond belief
Paris in one day. I need to do laundry. And review my French.
Just found out I am going to have to pay for my grad school myself/get a scholarship. And I will find a way because it’s my dream, and when do I ever say no to a challenge? But that also means I won’t be sleeping earlier than 3 a.m. anymore.
Grades still haven’t completely come out yet. I have two As and two…I don’t know’s.
(Study and research abroad in Paris —> senior year at Columbia + teacher certification in yoga + part-time job + full year of interning at Vogue and/or T —> graduate school in Europe for a year —> return back to New York for a job at a fashion magazine) working hard and being gracious is included in all of this, of course.
I mean, I feel like no one believes in me but me (and a few friends, like K). But that may be all I need at this point. That, and caffeine.
